About Drugs, Music, or maybe a Disease

Ever felt like your on the stage and singing to your fans.
Well thou speak such things like wether if you were to create a place in your life.
Living with cancer sucks but you can just weak it out of Chemotherapy which doesn't taste to good.
It taste like shyt I know but that's the only way to get rid of Cancer is to br cured.
Drugs can cause a difference in your life which is involves with your mood.
The bands today are getting back together as I read about Ronni Radke in Alternative Press made me smile a lot because yes he stopped drinking and smoking.
Though there is a quote from Spencer Chamberlain that was made about the drugs that were only his family and friend.
His days changed once he was introduced to Christian while playing in the band called UnderOath.
The band is changing but the drug problems were over but I really don't want him to get to that point where he doesn't believe in God and such.
He's not gonna be near Marilyn Manson or is he as his band tours with SlipKnot.
Which is true.
I forgot the tour name but Spencer just wants to be out there and I understand.
Dang I wish I had met him.
I still can but need to get my life together first.